Kids are proud, not one tear shed.

So last night was Reed's graduation from high school.  It was an awesome night filled with lots of love and laughter.  I have never had so much fun at a graduation before.  The speeches given by the class president and the SCA president were funny and heartfelt.  The ceremony was short and sweet and the kids added their own personality to receiving their diplomas.  Quite a few danced their way across the stage to receive their diplomas, and my Reed was one of them.  He Dougied his way across the stage and I got a great little video of it.  It was so great to see kids enjoying themselves and celebrating their accomplishment.

As I looked around during the ceremony and especially to the left and right of me, I realized how lucky I am and how lucky my family is.  Reed had his mom and dad there to celebrate with him, plus the wonderful addition of a step dad that loves him as his own, and a soon to be step mom who I know loves him dearly.  Two of his 3 brothers were there to celebrate with him, as well as one of his grandparents.  We were all one family last night and all past problems were put aside, where I hope they will remain.  All I felt was a peacefulness that things were right in the world, and I was right where I was suppose to be.  Jokes had been made as to how much I would cry during the ceremony, and I had taken precautions and not worn mascara just in case the tears broke through the waterproof barrier.  But for some odd reason, not a tear was shed.  Not because I didn't feel complete pride and joy about the events at hand, because I did.  My heart was swelling with pride and I felt as if I could bubble over with happiness.  But all I could do was smile, laugh and sigh a huge sigh of something.  Perhaps I have finally reached that place where I have forgiven myself for our family breaking apart 9 years ago.  All I know is that it is a great feeling and I hope it never goes away.

 The festivities will continue through the weekend.  More family will be coming to town to celebrate Reed's graduation.  Another party for my nephew who is also graduating will take place this weekend too.  A new chapter is beginning in many kid's lives, and I hope that they are all excited about it, if just a little bit scared.  A summer filled with beach trips, working to make some money for college, parties with friends before everyone heads off in different directions, shopping for college stuff and dorm room paraphernalia lies ahead of all of them.

It's a great time in their lives and I hope that they all take the time to enjoy it and realize what a great time it is.  You only go through this stage once in life, and it is a great one. I wish them all the best of luck, and to my Reed, know that your mama and the rest of your family is always here to help you along the way and give you support when you need it.  We believe in you and trust in you.  You will stumble and fall along the way, and when you can't pick yourself up, we will all be there to do it for you.