Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Gypsy Soul is Stirring

Wow, what a tough week this is panning out to be.  Never before I have I felt more sure that I need change.  I don't think the time is here for change, but I sure feel the need for it.  I hope that this feeling is something that will ease a little as the days go by.  There have been some major changes in my  work environment and that has caused an uneasiness in my soul.  Thus causing the gypsy soul in me to stir and desire change.  Subtle change is never enough for me, it is always a drastic change.  I am a creature of habit for the most part, but when the gypsy in me starts to rear it's head, there is no stopping it and change, real change is enevitable.  I am trying to soothe this urge by doing more things at home on my off hours.  But quite frankly, by the time I get home, I am so drained both menatlly, emotionally and physically that I can't do anything but have dinner with my beloved husband, and then sit down to my laptop and read the blogs that carry me away to a world I wish to someday be a part of. 

A much needed weekend is soon coming up with my amazing sister in law whose life I admire and am somewhat jealous of.   She has a wonderful business,  Vintage Connections Jewelry, and has followed her passion and found her bliss.  Check her out here: https://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/pages/Vintage-Connections-Jewelry/183438365025143?sk=app_2373072738 .   I know I will come away from my weekend with her feeling inspired, energized and renewed.  Cannot wait to see her July 4th weekend.










In the meantime, I will try to keep a positive attitude, make the best of the situation as it is and move forward.  This moment is the only moment I may have, and I will not waste it being bitter and sad.

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